...ramblings of a crazy mind
Monday, January 27, 2014

Have you ever 'projected' you idea of reality? When the strife is mainly in your head and you mix past and present creating a kaleidoscope of images, issues, ...feelings even? I'm guilty of this time to time. I know I do it and try to curb my imagination from running away with me (a fairly challenging task considering what I weigh!....but then again, it seems to be super powerful) ;o) Now the humour comes, always the humour. What is current and what is a decade old? How does one sift through feelings? In other news, I've begun to lose weight - and keep it lost. Will try to keep the momentum going, in this direction! Another memory, another kid, a decade younger sang "Cant Take My Eyes Off You - Frankie Valli and The 4 Seasons a while ago, the memory brings a smile and warm glow :)
Friday, January 24, 2014

In the past I might have been guilty of 'collecting' the small hurts, both intentional & unintentional, and picking at the 'scabs'...both physical and emotional. Not allowing them to heal cleanly. I'm going to stop. I'm not going to sweat the small stuff. I am not going to allow myself to get bogged down. If the person doesn't realize what they are missing, well then it is their loss :) If they do and continue, they were never worth it to begin with, so I needn't spend too much time on them. Progress or getting jaded?
Thursday, January 23, 2014
Past and present intersecting
A long time ago another boy sang me this song... I won't give up on us Even if the skies get rough I'm giving you all my love I'm still looking up Still looking up Read the full song here God knows we're worth it No, I won't give up. I know I am....where is the silly goose who does? :) Separate note : what amazing 'guitaring' eh?!
Wednesday, January 22, 2014
a boy

Oh I guess I know this is going to be yet another, 'nothing'. or maybe not. This will not go on to "make it". or maybe it will. All I know for now, he makes me laugh...and blush. Something I have not done in an age. Feel like I'm being woken up from cold storage. This blog, much like my social life, was once vibrant and active - now it languishes in the futile hope that activity will resume. Will it?