...ramblings of a crazy mind
Friday, February 12, 2016
It must be 'that time of the year'
Another one bites the dust.

This time, I tried.

I really, really, really, REALLY tried. Gave chance after chance. Put up with lies, bad language, derogatory adjectives, name calling, insecurities, horrible fights, his intolerable jealousy....and finally his 'cheating'.

It was doomed from the get-go and yet I honestly tried.

Wonder why. Wonder why I gave this one so many more chances, more than all the others put together. And then some.

What hurts most is he carries on like everything he put me through is 'ok' and I should just "forgive everything" and give him yet another chance! 

"Everyone makes mistakes, who doesn't?" - direct quote. 

I am tired and sad. Soul weary sad.

And this time the only one I have to "blame" is myself.

Fool me once, shame on you.
Fool me twice, shame on me.
My addition - ....Fool me thrice, I probably deserve it.

Don't see any sign of 'Mr.Right' and....and Mr.RightNow' is pretty darn loud and persistent. 
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